ah, memories.

i stayed up last night watching an episode of Growing Pains.
it was an episode from 1989. called "Second Chance".
the one where Carol's boyfriend dies in a drunk driving car wreck.
that episode is in my head and when i think of childhood memories
i remember Carol's crying like i was there.

i asked my husband if he thought the scene he happened upon at 12:30 last night was odd.
me, staring at the computer screen, crying, and a 20 year old sitcom playing.
he said no.
that is how i know he loves me.